why must heaven be so cruel to me?
hw many tests in life must i go through before i can be successful?
at my age, the concern is abt grades, results and good qualifications so as to ensure a good paying job.
even though, nowadays the employer also look in the non-academic areas but the reality is such!!!
take for example, a first class honours graduate will definitely get the job compared to the second lower class graduate.
suddenly, i feel really really afraid that i will fail in every aspect of life.
what is wrong with me????
why are things not going smoothly for me? or am i expecting too much?
i cant be greedy.
i feel so pessimistic about everything.
where is the ever confident u?
can i have myself back.
i hope i can withstand whatever obstacles that heaven has in place for me.

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